The Camera man Inside Me

		My Snaps from My Home

Unexpected Panic on 30th August

                                                 The day begins, as usual I tried to wake up early but it never happened. Somehow I managed to have a tea, the breakfast for today in pg is bad, and so I planned to have it in office. In office there was no critical work   so just browsed the web for the future plans .

                                                  Today I have to go home ,because my father called me and said to me that I had to be there since some work is going on in my home. I don’t  know  whether it’s a miracle or not some how I got bus ticket for the next day from Bangalore. I got out of my office early and spend a lot of time in my pg because the time for bus is 11.22 pm . I got out from pg with my luggage around 8.15 pm , I keep on standing on the bus stand to get bus and definitely I had a margin time of more than 3 hours. I keep on waiting for some free bus until 9.00pm then I became little bit worring  of being late , some how I got a Volvo bus and I got in . It took around 1.5 hours to reach the midway then I got in to next bus ,it was heavily crowded to reach the bus station. I was happy that i almost reached the station.

           All on a sudden the timing of the bus flashed in to my brain, it was 22:22 hrs.

One more Sunday on 28th August

Like every day this day had a lot of expectations that usually wont meet. The sundays are special for me , i had to go to church.I will go to church thinking how much i have sinned even when god is pouring blessings on me . I always feel very bad that i am sinning again and again and my lord jesus is giving me a chance again and again.For me sunday is special because i gain my strength from jesus to fight against the temptations and sins for the next week.Its really hard to fight against the human desire, but along with God its simple.

At 11 pm i went to church, this time i reached there earlier.I have seen many people there like any sundays they are there to pray, what i feel there was most of the people are coming because they had to come to church. They are standing like they have to finish those time. Some girls and womens there were wearing tight jeans and t-shirts even there were sleeveless. As i am a boy i always get distracted my such dressings. I dont understand why these girls are wearing this that too in church. if jesus was there he would just push them out of church that is what i feel.

I dont know but always after going to church i am happy like anything and i would enjoy.

Enlightment on a saturday...

This was a Saturday, i am saying this because its all most Sunday by time but i have not slept...

I came back after a long gap in my blog ... the reason is that i got a job and i am working in wipro for the past 8 months , i am feeling sorry for not blogging.When i read my old blog i feel very happy.In this short time of life i had many happy time and also sad time.

I realized one of my main problem in my life, i don't know how to decide , i allways tried to have no options in my life because i need those everything in my life. This is the thing i found difficult from the day i know myself.

Some times i cannot select the good and bad , right and wrong, sometimes i even find doubt in avoiding sins.

What i can do is to select the right from what options i have.... seeing its benefit.

Today I have seen a movie in malayalam " BodyGuard " , The theme is good , in fact the reason i thought of the blogging is this movie, in this movie its showing a diary which there is note of the story.. i love that movie... I wish i could get a girl like those actress character in the movie... but i wont because its a movie... real life is different from movie...

I have a lot to write but now i have to go.... bye

What i am now..

After a long journey of life i am now looking to myself, I have changed a lot,I was now in a state that i am not able to

I was like any kid but.....

Something was making me different from others. I never remember that but everyone was saying that i was different.

I was very active like a kid.Once when i was studying in lower primary school,i remember its name it's St Antony's it was a